A crazy lady rant...

So today has been one of those interesting days. I find that I am being given more and more responsibility at work every day and it can be a bit overwhelming. Most of the time I love it, but also at times I find it to be crazy stressful. I've never done this job before for this system...so it's a bit frustrating when people treat you as if you've been around long enough to know everything inside out... I credit that to the fact that I'm a fast learner, but still. My job has sooooo much going on all the time!

And then there's the whole emotional girl thing. Like Terri Clark's song says... "I'm an emotional girl." The whole "sometimes I laugh, sometimes I cry, sometimes I do both and I don't know why" is hitting me pretty hard. I'm a bit all over the place lately. Tears have been swelling up in my eyes again, but I haven't had a good cry. It's like something is bothering me on the inside and it hasn't totally surfaced yet. That in itself may sound crazy, but it is what it is.

To take it a step further, I hate that I still think of him every day. So close to everything I wanted and yet each day it gets further away. I don't know if it's the "could've been" getting to me or what... Time has a funny way of making me see things from 10000000000000000 perspectives.

I also watched 2 terrible movies-- "How Do You Know" & "The Tourist". I knew they'd both be bad, but hey sometimes I need something mindless to get through the day. Both movies were absurd, but they passed the time and kept me mildly entertained.

And holy whoa, it is soooo hot here today! I'm not used to 91 degrees in the beginning of May. I know this is a fluke, but it sure is strange sitting here in a tank and shorts and still burning up (it's too early to turn on the air!).

Finally, I ate a Dove chocolate today...well maybe more like 4 or 5 of them, but the best message out of all of them was: "You are the star for which all evenings wait." Thank you Dove. A girl has to get her compliments somewhere :)